It is imperative to not recreate the relationships – or even it’s deception again — I am specific – I stand I breath, I apply, I move, I change.
So I am going into well-described, communicated agreement only – otherwise I stand alone.
I do not compromise myself – in fact there is a girl who invited me to see that if we could form a sexual relationship based on honesty — it is obvious that she has no idea about self honesty – as the last relationship was also like this — K. did not know anything about self honesty and self foriveness – I trust myself in the moment – and I do not trust anyone else but myself here – and direct – assist, and move. Simple. Not defining but stating out that I am not willing to support self dishonesty – within other and within myself – same — no more.